A while back you could have said that i was a numb individual who followed whatever influences came her way. I was so depressed about everything that was happening to me that i couldn't think to myself or hardly make any decisions. I begand to believe that i was an unfun and lazy person that no one would want to be around if i spoke about how i really felt. I kept all my emotions inside and forced a smile out of my soul. No one had any idea of what i was going through emotionally and at home. This is how i became numb. I was accostumed to feeling fake happiness and found myself crying more often than usual.
I began to ask myself all these questions of who i was. What i liked, what i was all about, what my role in life was. Not until i began to experience emotion and take note of the way i acted was when i started to see the real me. Although i still don't know everything about me, i think of it as a growing experience. I know more aboutmyself than ever before, and its ll because i started to care for my inner self. If you don't love ourself, who will?
Do you know who you are?
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